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Sounds From The Red Room is a 10 Track promotional project that was written, recorded, and arranged by Justin Allen.

SFTRR features Artist such as Tabi Bonney, Rahsaan, Mark Jackson, Jay Fresh Kicks, Travis, Khaos Da Rapper, Joe Tann - production from Gambitt, Villain and more.

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released April 10, 2012

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Track Name: Hi Im Jae
Everybody in Cali
Good morning
Ny the DMV area
Good afternoon
Everybody out in London Etc..
Good Evening

So before i say
Hi
Im Jae
I just wanna
i just wanna - Bring u up to date
i been writing for years
mostly poetry
im inspired by people my fears woman and most of me
i put it in songs
what happened
with people close to me
i feel when im lost
i find myself in the dopest beats
My mothers name is robin
she had me in new york
bronx lebanon i was 9 pounds 9 ounces
the date was december 8th
year 1987
follow my progression
after my conception

i was born in New York
raised in the bronx
moved to VA
moved back and forth
NY
VA
both places are special
i could never choose
thats the reason that i rep 2
both places played a major part in shaping my mind
i am who i am today mainly because of my time
spent there
so yea
Hi Im
Hi Im
Wait

Before i introduce myself by name
let me introduce my loses my gains
an offset was when i was walking
a guy started shooting
i felt my upper arm hit
wrong place at the wrong time for walking
he aint want me tho i wasn't really his target
lil graze
wasn't much
got on my way
after a quick fix up
i started moving Qp's
breaking down pounds of weed
i got what you need no big stuff
i got my jaw broke
stayed me but then
i sorda stayed to myself and i owned 2 guns
became suicidal
wanted to kill the guy who
basically disrespected me
right in front of my high school
counseling didn't help me out
pill popping in large amounts
was supposed to kill me
but it didn't so hear me

I was born In New York
raised in the Bronx
moved to VA
moved back and forth
NY
VA
both places are special
i could never choose
thats the reason that i rep 2
tried to take my life away
after wanting to take his
before i introduce myself
i just wanted to state this
Hi Im
Hi Im
Hi Im
Hi Im
Wait

its still a lil more to know
obviously i spit you
see i gotta flow
ralph hooked me up with villain
he the reason i record yo
me and him clicked
Ralph my brother
vill the bay bro
i drink occasionally but i don't smoke
if you offer me weed im a say no
i like chicken wings
macaroni and cheese
i can cook and i read
Surprisingly
i just got
a library card
a few months ago
i listen to different music
john mayer and plies are dope
i take baths then i shower
lotion and i powder
i don't have a girlfriend yet
i haven't found her
i like to sing even tho i cant
i put 2 tracks on here and im singing
play em loud as you can
i don't want to be famous but i want people to know me
i want to work with pharrell
i feel that he got some dope beats
i don't wear BBC its cool but i dont buy none
Suhreal.com Drastiktactiks.com
thats all you may see me in
or a white T
not into sports or X Box
every game you can beat me in and if I'm with a girl
Im not necessarily beating it son,
most things I do are unnecessarily done
except songs
i record and all
its more to me but for now
i guess all you should know is

i was born in NY
raised in VA
tried to kill myself but i survived and each day
that im still alive i record more and more
i always put my all only in each and every song
my sense of humor crazy
my vocals are amazing
ok i cant sing so what tho im a G (chuckle )
Oh
Hi Im,
Hi Im Jae
Track Name: Hold That
Verse 1

Hey Ms. Thid-ang
i see how it does
smile brighter then ya chiz-ain
i wanna talk but im kinda stuck in my lid-ane
cant pull up plus you seem a bit up
tight

im sitting in this car
why?
got me giving you the eye
taking a few notes before i try
as i look atchu
i see how you handle guys
back to back they walking up talking
but goodbye is the reply

i see
ok
either you got a man
they lame or you gay
one or more
posted on the corner by the store
im thinking to myself i wonder watchu waiting for

minutes go past
im still waiting
im a circle the block when i can
no faking
cars start moving
im playing my new shit
you start looking
im looking back waving
hey

(Hook)

She so gorgeous and hot like august
got them dudes calling and she like

Hold That
Hold That
Hold That (Hold It NOW)

Hold That
Hold That
Hold That (Hold It NOW)

thats that lady that got em going crazy
and when they go crazy she be like

Hold That
Hold That
Hold That (Hold It NOW)

Hold That
Hold That
Hold That (Hold It NOW)


Verse 2

finally out the backed block
turn up a back block
come around
music loud
turn it down

you still there and i park quick
play cool go in the store cop chocolate
excuse me let me get a twix please
take a sneak peak real quick i see you aint leave

i stand outside and post up
look over
you look and i look away they you say hold up
i know you aint just get that
twix for you and not get me a kit kat
jokes huh and then im laughing and acting all like
i aint come over here wit a plan to talk
right

i say well you aint ask me
and standing here looking cute
wont getchu no candy
how about a snickers
then she smile and she say
perfect candy when you not going any where for a while,
ok

(Hook)

She so gorgeous and hot like august
got them dudes calling and she like

Hold That
Hold That
Hold That (Hold It NOW)

Hold That
Hold That
Hold That (Hold It NOW)

thats that lady that got em going crazy
and when they go crazy she be like

Hold That
Hold That
Hold That (Hold It NOW)

Hold That
Hold That
Hold That (Hold It NOW)

Verse 3

we standing there talking
getting better a acquainted
she waiting for her car that just got re painted
moved up the block
the block type boring
im her new friend
from then she been calling

a cool girl
former school girl
just got her degree
bout to take over the world

like to do hair
wanna open up a shop
mind outta this world
im glad i circled the block

got her head on strid-ate
not independent
this women move major
put neyo song to shid- ame

chicks like damn
she think she the shit
but she already know
so she aint thinking shit and dudes that approach
come wrong its a diss
worth more then some game
she be like what is this?

now i understand
some girls aint stuck up
they just want you to come with something more
then a whats up

(Hook) 2x

She so gorgeous and hot like august
got them dudes calling and she like

Hold That
Hold That
Hold That (Hold It NOW)

Hold That
Hold That
Hold That (Hold It NOW)

thats that lady that got em going crazy
and when they go crazy she be like

Hold That
Hold That
Hold That (Hold It NOW)

Hold That
Hold That
Hold That (Hold It NOW)
Track Name: Fresher Then I Ever been (SST)
Tabi Bonney Verse 1

Air jordans were the most important
i was hooked since a lil kid
even keep em on when i sleep in the bed
i wake up fresh
keep em on when i have sex
just to keep it going
i reebok pump till i got nothing left
but that could take months
i moved on to dunks
even tho i cant
metalic gold paint
olympics but i aint rank
price made my moms faint
made the fly kids say nice
ya peeps was like i wish he was my kid
sorry madam no dice
got a passport to the flight club LA
the name on it say Tabi Bonney
ta ta ta Tabi Bonney
that should ring a bell
ups man at the door
shoes in the mail
nice

(Hook)

Excuse Ms. Therapist
i confess im a sneaker store terrorist
im addicted to fly kicks need medicine
so can you help me
im fresher then i ever been

Excuse Ms. Therapist
i confess im a sneaker store terrorist
im addicted to fly kicks need medicine
so can you help me
im fresher then i ever been

Jae Alz Verse 2

Yo, See a sneaker store
in the mall well 3 or 4
see me in em
in em all
coppin 3 or 4
not to ball but
the more chips coming in
the more dunks size 10
44 euro
uk 9
either is fine
dipt sick in my "oh snaps" and "oh shits"
recently i just copped
"what the hell do you call those?"
and some "where the fuck did you find thems?"
yea,
i wont say im fly
wont even say im fresh
cause actions speak louder then words
im a keep quiet
peep the body language
if you watching me
then i know you heard
kicks get eyes
see me wit a diva
puerto rican girl
fat ass my nigga mira
they try to copy my style and i can see why
they do what ever it take so they can be fly

(Hook)

Excuse Ms. Therapist
i confess im a sneaker store terrorist
im addicted to fly kicks need medicine
so can you help me
im fresher then i ever been

Excuse Ms. Therapist
i confess im a sneaker store terrorist
im addicted to fly kicks need medicine
so can you help me
im fresher then i ever been
Track Name: Sexy Mama
Baby let me
lady let me
getchu layiing naked
face is making changes
hittin
shaking
(jae done gotchu girl)

first you fronted now you want it
now your calling now your coming
now im in it now your nuttin
(now your nuttin girl)

you the kind to keep reminders,
replays memories of me inside ya
im keep you im a
(always want you girl)

call me, text me, hit me sexy,
let me know you need me sexy -
sexy you can come and sex me
(im a rock ya world girl)
you a

Sexy
Mama
you a bad motherfucka
where you came from?

Sexy
Mama
you a bad motherfucka where you came from?

Sexy
Mama
you a bad motherfucka
where you came from?

Sexy
Mama
you a bad motherfucka where you came from?

Girl im not gon front
you making me want you to want -
you got something you need to let me get
(let me get it girl)

said you aint had it in a while i
'll have you going down
and coming up with a smile if you
(let me in your world)

i like the way you ride
you like to feel me inside
you let me hit from behind
(tell me how you want it girl)

when it come to sex
Jae dick you the best
i hit and put you to rest, yess!!
(Im a rock ya world)
you a

Sexy
Mama
you a bad motherfucka
where you came from?
Sexy
Mama
you a bad motherfucka where you came from?
Track Name: Wuninamillyun
my boy bday
puff what up
happy 22nd
me and gloria on our way
we'll be there in a second
pop a bottle out in jersey
in v.i.p
only wit the girls that's worthy
and me i see
a lot
well a few
type thick
type cute
all bad
im like damn
up until i seen you
then my mind went blank
couldn't think i wasn't thru
didnt drink enuff but its because
im focused on you (Yea)

(Hook)

there's a million girls up in this club
walking by smiles and hugs butchu
are wuninamillyun

there's a million girls up in this party
looking fly sipping bacardi butchu
are wuninamillyun

verse 2

hmmmm
lets see
how im gonna approach shorty different
way way different from the rest these dudes
offer a drink?
nah
just as i said that
someone did that
i sat back and watched her dead that
smooth
i walk up and in her ear say that was mean
you aint right
im sure you hurt and killed his self esteem
ha ha ha ha ha
we giggling
talking till that timbaland scream came on
then she screamed this my song (
Scream / Lets dance)
dance floor we was on thru
joc " its going down" and soulja boy " donk" song
(Yep)
hips keep switching as the Dj switching
no scratching quick cutting
and the records he spinning
was like a soundtrack to our first night
slow jam you dance close
as i hold tight
time to say so long
she say hold on
the fun don't end wit me
it goes on and on an on

(Hook)

there's a million girls up in this club
walking by smiles and hugs butchu
are wuninamillyun

there's a million girls up in this party
looking fly sipping bacardi butchu
are wuninamillyun
Track Name: Go
Jae Alz Verse

Go lena
gloria party the last time i seen ya
Shadea
Sherma
Atiya
we gon pop bottles
fill the cups then drink up
this is that time
to get over ya week then
go into ya next week
talking boutcha weekend
ladies whatchu wanna do?
it dont matter we can
yea thats for damn sure
look there got the dance floor

JFK Verse

go and bust a move
call me young mc
skate wit me tonight
call me young gretzky
you could wake up to palm trees and a jet ski
hella bomb weed got me higher then a jet be
she so sexy
and she knows it
Jae so bogus
Im fidna lose focus
glittery as fuck and i know she notice
shawty wanna cut and i know she shows it
thats why

(Hook)

When the Dj play this song
in the club
everybody
go Go Go Go Go - Go Go Go Go Go

When the Dj play this song
in the club
everybody
go Go Go Go Go - Go Go Go Go Go

JFK Verse 2

Go lisa
Im fucked up
i mean go Keisha
she aint sober
i prolly aint either
drinking like a soldier
party like a diva
spend the night over
i know how to treatcha
when the nights over
i dont wanna leave ya
i beat it like the drumming thats coming out the speaker
(beat it like a drum)
have you coming outcha sneakers
she wanna rock,
rock, rock up on the mic
dresser full over rubbers and a closet full of nikes
it take two to make a thing go right
me and you should go mingle right?

Jae Alz Verse 2
(Yea)
and while FK do dat
im a pull shorty away from where her crew at
Hi, Im Jae and i got a lil fame so
if your friends ask
just say some dude in a blue hat
im a be up front
i know thatchu want me
dont be a front
we grown just Fuck me
after the song go off we gone
just walk dont look back
cool?
bring the hook back

(Hook)

When the Dj play this song
in the club
everybody
go Go Go Go Go - Go Go Go Go Go

When the Dj play this song
in the club
everybody
go Go Go Go Go - Go Go Go Go Go
Track Name: Crazy Cool
Travis - Hook:

I know you didn't think that
i would ever be the
person to treat you right
i know you can see now
i am the one
that will always be by your side
no one can ever
get in between what
you and me have got
L*ve is so amazing boo
and we so crazy cool

Verse 1:

Im wanting you more and more
its turning into a need
as if you where a drug
for you I'm starting to fiend
And even if I got my fix
its no way I'll be ok
I'll still trip

Smile on ya face
got me in a place
that I never ever wanna leave
Tell me your in love wit me
That's what I love to hear
I Love ya company
I aint going no where
oo u stuck wit me

I'm working hard
making sure live in luxury
Was there when I was broke
so money aint why u f*ck wit me
You don't bug when I'm out in clubs
doing shows And groupie hoes try to get me to plug
cause you know When I'm done
home is where I ll go
Never creep
you can sleep Knowing I wont blow
what we have

Chillin wit my baby boo
I enjoys us I'm so glad we crazy cool

Travis - Hook:

I know you didn't think that
i would ever be the
person to treat you right
i know you can see now
i am the one
that will always be by your side
no one can ever
get in between what
you and me have got
L*ve is so amazing boo
and we so crazy cool

Verse 2

Joking around
pillow fights on movie night
Saturday moring u running 2 keep ya booty tight
saturday night we out liven a movie life
Then you say lets go so you can do me right

After our day
yea the mood is right
now we gettn involved
evolve to movie night
I know dudes be tight
Like who he right??
Wondering if I'm gone
can they movin in twice
But nah

you know and I know that we got a bond so
nodody calling here trying to get it on yo
Cats walk up before then done uhmm no
thank you baby for being the girl my moms know
Meaning the one she sees and say god knows
We where ment to be
till one d i e's
And if its me believe Im r I p
knowing my baby boo
is so crazy cool

Travis - Hook:

I know you didn't think that
i would ever be the
person to treat you right
i know you can see now
i am the one
that will always be by your side
no one can ever
get in between what
you and me have got
L*ve is so amazing boo
and we so crazy cool

verse 3

U Tell me you my down girl l
et me know you got me
I tell you this is my world
but keep it for me mami

I give you what I can
u speak I understand
I let you know I love you
I'm a always be ya man

we say a lot of things
good out way the bad
you always give me something
that I have never had
got me wearing smile
always feeling glad
I use to always be down but now
Im rarely sad

Beauty
your truley a sweetheart
In the streets we walk
Look high
sparks fly
we are

Just what I like to call proof that
Love does exist
its a true fact

Last long
well
maybe true
So far we doing great so it maybe true
One thing I know for sure is my baby boo
and I
Will stay lifetime
crazy
cool

Travis - Hook: 2x

I know you didn't think that
i would ever be the
person to treat you right
i know you can see now
i am the one
that will always be by your side
no one can ever
get in between what
you and me have got
L*ve is so amazing boo
and we so crazy cool
Track Name: LoddyPop
Justin Verse 2:

Its funny how the internet
can connect the opposite sex with the opposite sex
add
approve
drop a comment and then hit send
sit to wait and then you wait
get a reply
conversate
numbers to dial are exchanged
send a text set up a date
time passes
months like 2 or 3
i wonder to myself are you the one?
you could be
dont want to rush but im sick of games
all the drama and remembering the different names
for my heart i'll take it slow
i want to let you know up front
im here no front
dont fear but trust
and even after that was said
it wasnt done
im looking dumb
and it even led
to me
believing you was fooling me
im use to being single so
it was cool with me
you can leave
we havent spoke since
and i dont speak
she can do
her im a do me...
Track Name: Runnin
Lyrics:

im runnin
not running away
promise i'll be back for you
but im grinding just to pave us a way,
a way to better days
when we can leave this place
dont make this all for nothing
i'll keep runnin

Verse 1:

Hey Mommy
you getting older everyday
so am i
and im trying to really get paid
so i can getchu a house
put turn tables inside
so you can make a mixtape
whenever you feel like
go and make a mixtape

do what you want
no more working with jerks
getting on ya nerves
dealing with working a 2nd or a 3rd
job

whats going on now
i cant be around
it makes me lose focus
whenever im around
all of the stress and drama you encounter
stresses me also
i cant deal witcha problems

i know i should
but i cant thats why i stay away
when you call
i ignore
cause im out getting paid

saving money for what i hope is a better day
followed by better days then i'll stay
until then im a keep runnin
im turning my back on you
until i succeed and make it
im a keep running

(Hook)

im runnin
not running away
promise i'll be back for you
but im grinding just to pave us a way,
a way to better days
when we can leave this place
dont make this all for nothing
i'll keep runnin

Verse 2:

Hey Daddy,
i just want to state this sentance
we live in the same house but still so distant
for instance
i walk in
you there chillin
you dont say nothing
just hurting my feelings
you call my phone asking where im at
nigga i aint home
im out selling crack
bagged weed and all
writing everyday
working on these songs
chilling with some niggas i aint even know that long
feeling we closer then me and you are

yea you got problems
i understand
im a do what i do and help
soon as i can
in the mean time
dont talk man
im a continue being the loser fuck up
that you and mommy think i am
and dont try to justify
why i feel what i feel
this is how it is nigga
im a keep it real
im turning my back on you
until i succeed and make it
im running from you and wont stop
till i make it

(Hook)

im runnin
not running away
promise i'll be back for you
but im grinding just to pave us a way,
a way to better days
when we can leave this place
dont make this all for nothing
i'll keep runnin

bridge:

Look yall the breath that i breathe
the words that i speak
the sight that i see
the thoughts that i think
the blood in my veins
lyrics in my rhymes
controller of my heart
the reason im a alive

sounds mest up
leaving you to deal
wit problems that you have alone
im a keep it real
im a son and a brother always but listen when i say
until i make im sorry
im runnin away / Verse 3:

What up big brother
its ya lil brother
im ya big brother
butchu bigger mahfucka

i dont call and when you hit me up i say im busy
i feel bad cause im gone and i know you miss me

please just listen
im a say it once
(Hey fat ass)
nah im playing but for real

the deal wit me is
im trying to be the one
thats gonna be the one
to come and save the family

the one that make people bite they tongue cause they see me
Justin
known as the fuck up
make it see
you learn from school
its important
believe it
i aint do it cause of music
i felt i aint need it
but look
im doing things the hard way "Runnin"
i dont wantchu to do what the song say
i love you
just know i aint running from you
tho im runnin
you the reason
yea im runnin for you

(Hook)

im runnin
not running away
promise i'll be back for you
but im grinding just to pave us a way,
a way to better days
when we can leave this place
dont make this all for nothing
i'll keep runnin
Track Name: Maybe I Am Crazy
Lyrics:

Manassas Virginia
2003 i believe was the year
before i left here
currently in NY
with a VA state of mind
still dwelling on the past
i remember the time

me and Rod was inseparable
and Isaiah talked on the phone wit me every night
till night was approaching light

John had a case
not really nothing to mention
just tryna bring a point and speak on the friendships

Stonewall Jackson
i was in my second year
and this girl Kai
she was just getting there
i knew her from my area
Westgate
she was Ryan girl
when they broke up she said lets date
well not in words

I would see her
when i would chill with Domo
tried to get at Jakiesha
but i didnt get far tho
she messed with Tavaris
and he was her life for years
i seen him make her happy
i seen him make her tear

i wrote poems to show how i felt but i
left it alone after she told me how she felt

when i was home
me and Kourtnei would chill
in the mornings Kai would come over
i was older but still
we took things to another level
i was really feeling her but inside
i knew i wouldn't settle
down
not as long as Kourtnei was there
and the miscellaneous girls i would meet
was still around

i worked at footlocker with her dad
slowly but surely
he started to notice what we had
he would tell me things
tell me her mind wasn't right
say things about her mother
i would listen no reply

she told me she was 15
i was 16 at the time
he told me she was 14 when we chilled 4th of july
and then a few weeks later
he told me she was 13
i aint know who to believe
i felt both of them had lied

she would sneak out at night
so she could come and see me
one time she snuck out but
she aint come and see me
i had stuff on my mind
i really really liked her but i couldn't tolerate
a person that would lie

when the time came and i looked at her
then told her we moving backwards
she told me about a talk
her and her dad had and what happen
and rather then say dont talk to Kai
he decided to make up lies
to try and destroy the bond
i had developed with Kai

uh uh
na uh
it didn't work
plus i had a few words for him
but i aint see him at work
i actually didnt see him
Kai's visits were first
she would see me
i would see her
what he said didn't work
and over time we grew distant
cause she wanted to flirt
i didn't like but decided it was cool and this jerk
she started seeing name Daryl
fucked wit him and i heard
he gave her something
and her next door neighbor did something worse
i heard he rapped her
and im sitting here the king of my world
with all these woman
i had Kourtnei
i had Mia
this girl
that i had brought into my life
i didn't know what was wrong
this happen quick
we didn't even stay apart for that long
and the the mist of all the things going on
me feeling guilty
cause i didn't even fight
to get her to stay with me
feeling like
she was out there
searching for a replacement
while i messing with all of these girls
ignoring her
staying away and not even talking or calling
well i stopped
after she told Tamisha we were together
plus her pops
i didn't feel like putting up with
but i said f*ck it and then
eventually we talked but
later stuff happened again

I started selling drugs
nothing major
for some paper
i would save up
mess with girls but
Kourtnei was my main one
Kai started seeing guys
quiet a few
i can name one
this kid Christian
she had liked him
if he hit it
i dont blame him
he go wit my first girl
Nicole
we had broke up after 3 months
that relationship changed my whole world

after her
there wasn't another one
one after another one
was cuming but didn't stay
they come get they nut and run
some want what i didn't want
Iesha was one of them
Kris really wanted the coochie and thought that i wanted some
Christian told me that he suspected i messed with her
not uh i didn't mess wit her
tell him i didn't mess wit her
hating N*gga
disrespected me the same night
lame fight
snuck up on me
had a hit
last one
nice try
he ended up with a busted lip and a black eye
i thought i was good till around 1 my right side
started hurting
started swelling
this happen 4 hours ago
so i aint really get it
and i went to the doctor
then after they checked it
they told me my jaw was broken and only wires could fix

it 3 months passed
mouth shut and i couldn't really talk
i would try
but when i would it would hurt
i would think about the dude Kris and the reason we fought
i wasn't f*cking his b*tch
aint even hit it at all
then i started thinking crazy
had 2 guns that i bought
i would just sit in a daze alone
just me and my thoughts
everybody wanted to get at dude but i would hold them off
tell em yo its aiight
dont worry about it yall

i planned to get him myself on the dolo
i was gonna shoot him and i didnt tell a soul yo
then i thought this stupid and im alive
im ok
he aint worth my life and why the f*ck
would i thro it away

Kai came to see me
so did Mia
even Kourtnei to
and over some time
i would say that me and Kourtnei grew
but then
came a surprise
confessions every year is what we do
she told me she had a man
it was cool
i asked who
she said Kris
i was pissed
really shocked
f*ck is this?
had the gun
in my hand
full clip

put it down
continued talking
gave him a second chance
and giving a second chance
i dont really do that often
now lets fast forward
i worked at the mall and
i would see him often
still wanted to off him
my boy got killed
and my mind was kinda off then
heard about Kai
and thats when i realy lost it

i heard Rick
thats her dad
was doing what he shouldn't have
you her father
thats ya daughter
you dont F*ck or put ya hands
on her body
in her pants
yo i couldn't understand
but i cared enuff to take matter into my own hands

Boy dead
Kourtnei gone
Kai pops doing wrong
Kai hurt im pretty sure but Rick
wont do it no more
im still selling drugs
got 2 jobs but im stressing
cause my Daddy dont seem happy
man my life seem so depressing
no-body pays me any mind
seems im only used to get high
or when girls call me for d*ck
im sick of this type of life
thinking of all of this
while im waiting for Rick at his building
he aint show up
i waited for hours
just pissed
bullets ready to fly
got a couple for Kris
wasn't worried bout Jail because i was ready to die

aint talk to John
told Isaiah what was on my mind
and Rod he had moved
we aint talk all the time
Domo was still cool
we would play and when we chilled at his house
his sister was on my mind
Ryan was still cool
i played music for him
we continued to be friends
he aint trip over Kai
and Kourtnei got pregnant
i was ready to step up and be a father
but then she told me the baby died
I felt alone in this world
nothing changes
everyday its the same shit
just a different day kid

suicidal Justin
walking round wit these grudges
ready to solve a problem
not worried bout repercussions
ready to talk with death and even lead the discussion
so i can be fresh to him
let me know when the reaper coming
i stayed by Ricks house a few times before it sunk in
that i was really loosing my mind and needed something
and no matter what kinda help came
it couldn't save me
today i think the same things
MAYBE I AM CRAZY